Betrayed by Truths by Ella Miles

Author:Ella Miles [Miles, Ella]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Ella Miles

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Kai

He thinks he can punish me. He can’t.

I’ve suffered every possible torture imaginable.

I’ve been shot, beaten, stabbed, whipped; the list goes on.

And it wasn’t just physical pain; it was psychological. I suffered alone. I suffered without any comforting touch for years. I went without food. I went without light.

I adapted. My body learned to shut down like a bear hibernates to survive the winter. My body learned to lock itself away only leaving the most vital of organs functioning.

No one can truly hurt me.

Yes, I don’t like people’s touch, but I can handle it. I’ve held Zeke’s hand for the last eight hours. It’s not a picnic, but I can endure it.

Yes, I don’t like the water or boats, but Enzo threw me into the water, and I survived only suffering through a frantic heartbeat.

Yes, I don’t like the light, but I’ve learned to live in the light as easily as I breathe in the dark.

Yes, I don’t like a soft bed, but I’ve learned to sleep on a blanket of pillows as easily as a hard floor.

Enzo can’t hurt me. Whatever punishment he has planned, I can endure. I can survive. I will take the scars in and come out stronger.

And I know how Enzo wants to punish me.

I can see the lust shining in the dark irises of his eyes. It’s the same feeling we’ve both had since six years ago when we first met. And tonight, we will finish what should have started then.

We have a connection—neither of us can deny it.

But it’s a connection neither of us understands.

Is the connection because we were both destined to be enemies from the start?

Is it because he was born in the dark and I the light?

Or did it grow as we both realized the other was untouchable?

We are going to find out. We are going to put an end to the tension between us.

He wants to use sex to punish me—and I want him to.

It was inevitable we would eventually fuck. He’s the only man in my life. The only person who can touch me without me flinching. The only person I’ve ever thought of naked.

We’ve seen each other naked. We are both attracted to each other. We both want each other.

And this is how it has to happen. As punishment—rough, primal, carnal.

I don’t want it any other way.

If we go slow, trying to ease me into it, I’ll back out. It will give me too much time to think about what I’m doing and how wrong it feels. I can’t let my brain think about what’s happening. It just needs to happen.

This is the way.

Sex will either heal me or break me—maybe both.

We’ve tried for weeks now, and there is this constant pull back to each other. But once we’ve finally fucked we will be free. To forgive each other for our past sins. To be the enemies we were always destined to be.

“Punish me, fuck me,” I say as he continues to grip my neck. The last time he did this was on a yacht, and we ended up going overboard.

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